At work, you sit in a cubicle that was designed by someone who read one article about Scandinavian minimalism. The screen in front of you glows with spreadsheets. The numbers are fine. The numbers are always fine. A colleague stops by to tell you about their weekend — a hike, a craft beer, a near-miss with a deer on the highway. You hear the words but not the music. You smile. You say, “That sounds nice.” They leave. You cannot remember their face. Not because you are cruel, but because the city has made recognition expensive, and you are saving your attention for emergencies that never come.
You wake up, and the first thing you notice is that you don’t remember falling asleep. This is not unusual. What is unusual is the quality of the light — a flat, mercury-vapor gray that pushes through the blinds like it has no interest in being beautiful. You rise. You brush your teeth. You check your phone. Forty-seven notifications, none of them for you. Not really. Algorithms have learned your name, but they’ve learned it the way a parrot learns a slur — with no understanding, only mimicry. unaware in the city v45
You cannot remember.